You know when you love somebody so much, and you suddenly start dreaming of happy family life (if that exists anyways). And then despite the fact that you are so much alike, you both want different things, and that tears you apart.
It’s nobody’s fault really, we both want different things, and I knew this from the beginning, except that I thought that I’m fine with that. We tried to make it work, but it’s me – I seem to loose my mind, and lately without even a reason.
I feel broken inside. I try to think on the positive side (separating will do us both good), and yet my mind keeps wandering to the good times we had – are we making a mistake (should we give it another try). And how many times can we try before I completely loose my mind.
1 comment:
Stefka, I am sad to read that you are troubled.Go to the movies soon and seek comfort in other peoples dramas. Pick a good Foreign film. You deserve to be happy so make a good decision. Stay strong.I'll say a prayer for you. Peace to you and your boyfriend. Bye for now. Rand.
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